The after effects of Marriage!!

 

Forgot to post this after scripting the content!! Posting it late!!

Hmmm so finally she is married. The perfect couple are now happily settled. I was going in the train and rewinded a few days back. She was sitting near me , eating with me and I kept looking at her all the while until she actually noticed and asked ‘Whattt???’ I was thinking will this be the last time I see her as my sweetheart? Suddenly ‘ eh don’t get too emotional nw finish the lunch or mom will start her dialogues’ she whispered to me. I smiled and continued to finish my lunch. After that didn’t get a time to tell her actually that I will Miss her so badly .I was getting a feeling of separation (don’t know how exactly to explain this feeling) right from the time when she got engaged. But I was still happy that time thinking that there were still 4 months for the marriage..But tomorrow is her marriage!!! Days passed so quickly.

It’s Mar25 2012, around 12 AM, Cousin’s roaming here and there… mom and dad busy arranging some stuffs for the bride. I m sitting on the bed watching all this. ‘Hey go back to sleep , You have to get up early in the morning’ shouted my aunt from a distance. I acted as if I was sleeping but was unable to sleep.The Clock just went like a F1 race and when I checked the watch it was 4:30 AM already. Mom and dad were almost ready and sis was getting ready. She looked the most beautiful bride that day. I too got ready and we started towards the temple. We all prayed well and left towards the Mandapam where the actual marriage ceremony was about to happen. Till date I have not seen any marriage completely so wanted to fulfill that wish in my sweetheart’s marriage but alas all that was dreamt became just a dream. Once the function started I didn’t know where all I was jumping, roaming, rolling and waiting. There was no such incident that I could actually wait and watch patiently my sweetheart getting married. All I could hear was people calling my name everywhere . So finally the knot was tied and My sweetheart became someone else’s sole property. I was very happy for her.

Time passed.. Friends and family came and wished the bride and the groom. With all the blessing they set out for their new journey. The bride, groom and their family had already left before us. Our family came separately behind them. The first seat in the bus was occupied by me and dad followed by other members of the family. Think the driver too became very excited that he started playing music of old times which actually was very senti. Already since all of us were in that mood of getting separated from her , the tear just started flowing from every eyes in every possible direction. That was the last time I cried a lot.

The first few days without  her were really bad. Even though used to call and chat with her ,the house itself felt very haunted without our fights.It was an awesome feeling that I felt and would love to treasure it for years to come !!

May she have the best life ahead!!